I deleted a blog posting from May of this year of which I was ashamed. At the time, Lila and Mark had just moved into the Gale St. house from Springfield. I was afflicted with obesity and "arthritis" (actually a deep vein thrombosis) in my knee. Over time I had developed a bad habit or reading postings on infidelity-recovery blogs as a form of "soap opera" entertainment as well as catharsis. In my deleted blog I implied that my bedroom performance was under par and feared that Lila might seek a new lover. This was a terrible aspersion to her character for which I am deeply ashamed. Lila is and has always been a perfectly loving and faithful wife for which I am forever grateful. I am ashamed that I sullied her character is this manner. Lila, and any readers out there please accept my humble apology for having slighted this great and wonderful woman in this way.
Note that I have subsequentlyly sworn off of reading "soap-opera" infidelity recovery postings from any forum or web site. Lila and I are deeply in love as we have been throughout our twenty three years (and more) together. I pray that our remaining years are long that I can enjoy her company.
-Steve
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